[honestly? he's not sure there's even a place for himself in his world anymore. with haru gone, with everything that's happened here, akira's not sure he has a place.
he's not sure he can call himself joker, or a good leader, or anything he once was so, so cocky about. he's finding his resolve for magilou's sake right now, but his own feelings about his place in the world is pretty hard to parse right now.
a problem for later, though.
maybe some other time, he'll be willing to address that, but it's not tonight. tonight—he needs to be there for her.
it's what he does, right?
he's everyone's pillar—and after all that's happened, he wants to be that for her especially.]
Bienfu is welcome, too. [he says, softly. he has no idea how it'd work, because even morgana has strange conditions to exist in his world but.
whatever, it's fine. cognition's a powerful tool, right? maybe somehow, he can utilize it.]
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he's not sure he can call himself joker, or a good leader, or anything he once was so, so cocky about. he's finding his resolve for magilou's sake right now, but his own feelings about his place in the world is pretty hard to parse right now.
a problem for later, though.
maybe some other time, he'll be willing to address that, but it's not tonight. tonight—he needs to be there for her.
it's what he does, right?
he's everyone's pillar—and after all that's happened, he wants to be that for her especially.]
Bienfu is welcome, too. [he says, softly. he has no idea how it'd work, because even morgana has strange conditions to exist in his world but.
whatever, it's fine. cognition's a powerful tool, right? maybe somehow, he can utilize it.]